part of the motive for moving was to start fresh

i just began the detox process and it feels so good

no more poison for me

every day is a new beginning to your life.

START NOW

Don't waste time like i did.

Be STRONG

WARNING: explicit content

It was the kind of kiss that could last forever

so much passion on both ends

his lips were so soft, like no other lips I've encountered before

my eyes could barely open because I was trapped in dream bubble of lust

our bare skin pressed up against each others

sliding your hand down my body

a gentle touch made me ache for more

it turned up the heat in a matter of seconds

i wanted you so bad

but i could kiss you all night 

and be completely content with such a perfect encounter

I didn't want to ruin any moment of it

I've never had a kiss that left my head filled with hope

kissing you made me rethink the possibilities for the future

I now know what it feels to be alive 

to feel mutual passion and respect

Thanks to you, I gained back my hopeless romantic side

my prince charming is out there

I want nothing but that

I want someone who sees that dream girl in me

my eyes are open again

with such a positive outlook

It feels great to be ALIVE again

to be me again

I'm not the girl I used to be

I was always the odd girl out.

I was never like "them"

I still do not fit into one category.

But that's OKAY

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I just want RESPECT from those around me

for who I was and for who I've become

Don't condemn me because I'm different

Accept me for who I am

THIS IS ME

Stepping In and Out of a Memory

Heavy lids finally lifted, our deep green eyes caught each other

Like a match made in Heaven for the first time

No spoken words

Just streaming thoughts unsaid

You are the one that understands

The one that listens

To my soul, my heart and my dreams

It was as if you knew you might not have a last chance for goodbyes

I will never forget you

the compassion that warmed your heart

transferred to mine

Memories rush to a tear 

Holding back the water that washes my face

I want to be strong

I want only smiles in view

My smile

the last picture of remembrance

Your eyes had been shut for days

But you left that last bit of energy for me

The energy that would let us see each other for the very last time.

It was love at last sight.

FreeCatFood for thought:

Who would you miss most if they were extinct tomorrow?

What were your last words to them?

Are you satisfied?

Would you change any of your past memories?

looking back

with such satisfaction.

success is not a guarantee. 

As spring semester ends, and my hometown homecoming has arrived,

I am faced with the ghosts of high school past.

I see those who have accomplished something, and the majority that have not.

Being home gives me a new sense of pride.

As old friends question me on what I have been up to, what I have done, and my near future plans, I easily realize all that I have worked oh so hard for. 

I have more answers than I realized, to the questions that many fear.

I look to the future with great promise knowing that I am a person who grabs life by the horns.

someone of both talk AND action. 

bring it on life.

i will be among the successful. 

that is pure fact.